I'm suppose to tell you a bit about myself. Well, I'm still studying and I have chose to study medicine. So, obviously I'm trying to pass all my exams. Which I hope will continue. My friends think I'm a green freak. Because I LOVE green!! eeerrmmm.....and well, I love to make friends if I can. But I am very shy though. I definitely like animals and I think I laugh a lot too now a days. =P Thanks to all my friends! And I think I'm studious and serious sometimes. I guess the only way to know me is to talk to me. I promise I won't bite =P. Read my blog if you have time. I don't blog much though. Well, thanks for coming to my blog!!

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
So...I guess it was time for Lydia to leave as well. aaaaiiiii............I know she has to leave but I guess I was enjoying our time together that I didn't want to think about it. Because when I do, I feel like I'm going to break down in tears. We spent one year plus really hanging out and getting to know each other. Most of the time, it is me driving her nuts with my confused ideas and emo moments. I think Lydia was my counsellor and really close friends. I admit we didn't always see eye to eye, but we never fought actually. We tried pretending to fight once and I think it amused Daphne a lot. With Lydia leaving I feel like I lost another close friend. It seems to happen every single year. -_-". Very saddening. I think maybe we all have to leave each other in the end. Just that she left earlier! And left me alone with my job.
Lydia was seriously my life saver cause my job really drove me nuts. I did make friends, but it is really hard for me to actually get close to people and hang out with them. Its just not easy to find a common topic. Also, its hard to act childish around adults. What would they think?! So, no Lydia, = loneliness. I know I have Qinny, Pui Fun and Sue Wen and Yen Hou, but everyone is busy studying and i don't want to disturb them. So, I guess I'll get use to it. Anyway, Lydia leaving make me feel like my movie watching days are over, my going out days are flying by and I guess we won't go out much to other states, unless Qinny is on hols and Jo Jo comes back. I spend so much time with Lydia, that I really miss having her around. She is like my 'tai ka jie'. hahaha...although I'm more mature *i think*.

Anyway, I hope Lydia has a safe trip to Aberdeen and hopefully, we can meet each other in Uk *Makes me feel less lonely thinking about it*. AND hopefully she'll reply my emails. Big hope!! No one else to rant to...wah!! Lydia is like my punching bag *j/k*.
I guess I should also state the bad stuff that has happened to me since she left. *Might just be a coincidence*
1. I had stomach pain and IBS in the morning
2. We double charged a credit card and in other words, I made a mistake of not informing people and they charged it again. So, I had to call the customer, send emails to people, fill out a form and send it off. I think it was more off the fact that I made a mistake. And the allocation was also messed up. URGH! Not balanced.
3. I didn't finish calling. Which is AMAZING! Never happened before. Means I was so caught up with the cc.
4. Thought it couldn't get worst. Had to call some customer about her chq. Thought I forgot to get someone to pick it up. BUT, actually, I did ask, but someone ELSE already went to collect the cheque. The best part is, NO name and only signature. Now, the cheque is still somewhere. I really hope it is actually somewhere that can be found.
5. AND during all this, Keego calls! Guess what He gave me a fright saying that there were no more seats available. I wanted to kill him...rather more like kill myself. Then heard the price increase. Even worst! Then he called again and said there was still seats, but the price was now more RM200. WTFish!
6. Thought that day must be better since almost work time over. Guess what? Reached home and found my MISSING PURSE......I really hope I left it in the office. Otherwise, I can imagine all the trouble to replace everything -_-".
So, my day wasn't so bad right? I mean it could be worst. Then i realised my hostel replied my message..hhhmmm....I have to send the form BY MAY or no place. hahahaha.......No joke! Now I have to send it by this Friday I think adn fax it to them next week along with the stuff. URGH!! So many things to do. And its just April!! Elloe??!! Someone say 'Aprils FOOL!!' please........I hope my week gets better. Unless its jinx because Lydia left. hahaha...*joking*
Posted at 09:09 pm by Shanny
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